tired of not understanding

I don't understand why this isn't turning out as well as I'd thought.
I don't understand why this bothers me so much.
I don't understand how I can forget about it and remember right before I fall asleep, keeping me up thinking for hours.
I don't understand, and I'm tired of not understanding.

I don't understand why I can't just be happy and get over it.
I don't understand how something happy can happen, but after a while, I'll still be sad.
I don't understand why I can't practice what I preach "you don't need a boy to be happy"
I don't understand, and I'm tired of not understanding.



I don't understand why this keeps happening.
I don't understand how you can fix something, think you've fixed it well, and then watch it fall a part again.
I don't understand how I can fix it. It's like you don't want me to.
I don't understand, and I'm tired of not understanding.





I don't understand what's going on.
I don't understand how I can have so much going through my head and yet have nothing going through my head.
I don't understand why I can't keep things together.
I don't understand, and I'm tired of not understanding.